In The Name of Allah
My newly born goddess of union!
We were living in the God's mind
He remembered us and we were fashioned.
God pronounced us
and we came into being
in the figure of antonym words
so we are the earthly translations of supernal synonym words.
Though we were born in two separate beings,
We were created as one thing,
One heavenly soul in two earthly bodies.
In our Kindergarten of Instincts
The other demigods
were playing unconsciously and cheerfully
While we were arrogantly dividing
the existence during a long destructive war
into two mental separate Worlds:
Hell and heaven
War and peace
Hate and love
richness and poverty
West and East
South and North
I and she
mine and hers….
All of the heroic parts for me, Zeus,
And the entire charming part for my playmate, Venus.
A half part of me was she
and a half part of she was I.
The world was a simple sample of our toy room,
And we were always at "zero hour" and lapse of time didn't awake us.
After puberty we awaked
Because we were silently attacked by a common appetizing assailant
and were drunk by "nectar" of forbidden fruit
and discovered the hidden hemispheres of our needs
and were exiled to anxiety desert of youth
We, both, were captured by love's elegant fingers.
So, the real battle was launched between us
to capture the other half part of our rival's world.
When she provocatively knitted her tall hairs
my pacific ocean of patience became stormy
and when I frowned, her Equator of desires became frozen.
She always venerated her beauties with a deep holy respect
and I always boasted of being powerful.
She wanted to convert all of my particles to her Lovers
and I tried to make all of her cells of beauty to my admirers.
We were so selfishly interested in "ourselves" that we missed and forgot our "selves".
The final war was going on
and the Third World of our innate needs was reaching to maturity zone
and the other demigods were awaking one after the other, unexpectedly.
We happened in the mind of death
and lost each other's godly "selves"
in an annihilated clarity.
So at our mental palace of Olympus
we were nightly attacked by other wakeful desires and instincts
and we ought to flee and fly to skies of wisdom.
The skies of wisdom were so crowded
and we were somewhat unknown for their residents.
In spite of being stranger,
we wanted to rule over their territory and the cosmos
but we were tired and wanted to rest to save our rest of powers
for the tomorrow "battle of stars".
We were separately living in each other
But false pride didn't let us to be united
as we were in our childhood gnosis.
None of us could live lonely;
We needed each other
Not for peace but for silly wars and crisis
to be alive and prove our dignity beastly.
But in the skies of wisdom we had to be united and take place in one territory.
For resting we found an empty snail-shell
on the crowded pavement of Milky Way
but we were such Great heavenly beings! That
we couldn't "take place" in that cozy furnished territory
since, that "Space" had been made only for one god!
And we were two gods!
so a half part of us left and remained behind the door
we came out and began to search for a two-spaced Empyrean.
Meanwhile, we heard a loud voice in that breezy nice night
the God was smiling and the angels were laughing at us and saying:
You must stop your useless wars
And give up yourself to your mate.
Your hearts are my Capital of existence
and all the creatures have only one ruler.
So, we were burnt in our flames of shame
and disgracefully crept into the same snail-shell.
The whole God's empyrean were inside
And it was as large as all created things.
and the voice was continuously repeated:
I am everything but nothing is I.
Miss yourselves to find me and your "selves".
Because I am your "selves" and you are my "self"
You have been unique being at the first
and must be united again
so leave "yourselves" outside and come in with only your "selves".
Who was speaking?
- Every cell of us and existence:
If you want to reach to unity
your remaining parts must be tied to your partner's.
We didn't understand
and the greatest angle thoughtfully enlightened us
and explained the paradigm of unity:
Venus must leave her "VEN" part
and Zeus must leave his "US"
the remaining parts are ZE and NUS
And Zenus is your newly reborn demigod
with two different natures: ZEN and US
that should be coupled again.
ZEN needs US
and US needs ZEN
and the combination is ZENUS
which is the united states of antonyms.
And also your missing Utopia.
You both must stop your habit of self-praising
And only praise and worship your Lord.
We whispered voicelessly: but we are demigods…
He interrupted our "thoughts" and replayed:
Everything is a demigod
and God created them in pairs
but human is superior than the others.
"human is a small sample of world
And world is a great sample of human".
Each single only can be completed by its "missing part"
and your "selves" is your missing part of yourselves.
In the light of delightful youth fruits
we reached to singleness and global unity
and returned to our everlasting roots of being
by drinking the AMBROSIA of wisdom
and every cell of existence celebrated our victory
And all the angles said:
Everyone's chest is the battlefield of these two superpowers
if you want calmness you must make peace between them
Everyone's chest should be the nuptial nest of this bride and groom.
Now we are such little nothings! That
may peacefully occur in an infinite eternity
even at a timeless part of Silky Way
in an empty snail-shell.
Now, we are Zenus
The united states of antonym desires
The goddess of unity.